Value.......will have to wait...school has not been kind to moi.
But the good news is that I am building (or rather, trying to load) a website with a blog in my own domain. I spend 30 minutes trying to fix the technical errors in previous posts and gave up.
And I am learning coding from the fundamentals...was into photography and art in High School because well, these are acquired tastes, and coding can be learned later. Plus, if you are interested in something, you'll learn it anyway.
And to Tim who introduced Miro.
Ah yes, miro and existentialism.
If you are really hard core, try
Kasimir Malevich (Suprematism)
Art, or what is accepted as Art can get pretty abstract
some people draw the line, others
Embrace this. (Dada movement)
Some artists try to push the envelope and see exactly how much the general public can take, and I admire them for that, but personally I am fascinated by the brush strokes and the soul of the artist.
Doesn't mean that I don't like existentialism, but I would rather take Van Gogh any day.
There are depths of emotion in even the mildest man or women that would, if the universe worked as it ought, set the skies on fire and boil the oceans until the sand beneath them turned to glass.
Klimt is the one for me.
For now.
(I know that this blog looks bleak and unloved. No I am not dead. Expect a post that contains value sometime this week)
And someone needs to tell Cal's Japanese professors that stuffing chapters in our throats isn't going to work.
I didn't learn English that way.
(at least they're nice, but not enough to justify 5 hours of Japanese everyday)
I don't think that I am narcissistic, but it might be fun to know that the person who is writing this is not a total psycho.
However boring I am
Why Berkeley?
I can afford it.
This is critical, because I haven’t seen an Ivy that is worth its ticket-price. I would feel guilty studying there, I would have no life as I would feel obliged to pay my parents back; I would constantly be haunting Mckinsey’s or Goldman Sach’s recruiters because I need to pay off this debt.
Cal has the best value for its money.
Did you know that 36 our departments (undergrad and grad) are ranked #1 in the nation?
Tied with Harvard
Better Football
Some people go to Yale to meet interesting new people; I can do it just fine.
* I was an international student, not qualified for scholarship+aid.
Major?
Decisions Headache
Architecture
Grandpa was an architect/civil engineer/inventor/linguist/physics professor. Do I sound jealous? Why yes I do….
We used to build little trebuchets when I was little, 3 feet tall
Can fling a stone 50 yards long
Cal’s wonderful program was more technical than creative
I should have known something when the ugliest building in Cal is the Architecture Building
They have NO reason.
Molecular and Cellular Biology
So naturally I gravitated to the major with the prettiest building
Liked it. That is the problem.
I didn’t love it.
I liked serving people and interacting with them but....
Did a Surgery Internship, saw A LOT of surgeries in 2 weeks and decided that I liked talking to the people more than going to Med School.
Can’t justify the residency, no matter how much they pay me.
Oh, try not to motorbike, one patient was carted in with her leg bone splintered into 5 pieces.
Business
Because I love people
And in almost 20 years, haven’t got sick of them yet.
Am fascinated by Private Equities, Venture Capitals, Consulting, M&A, IPOs, Startups, Accounting, Finance, Web 2.0, stock investing, brokerage services, hotel management and in general anything goes!
But most of all, I am fascinated by people. Everyone has so much to offer, and I love listening to them.
The gung ho investment banker who entered because he accrued too
much debt during his highflying college years and need that 6 digit salary
The Iowa-born African American who is absolutely fascinated by Chinese culture and longs to teach in Tibet
The linguistic professor who translates an archaic Turkish dead language
for a living while saving up money for that Romanian Trip
The Debate Champion and influential lawyer who quit because his conscious can’t take it anymore and now happily wakes up at 5am in the every morning for 20 years, enlightening High School students on the finer points of Art History.
Who did you miss while you're grocery shopping today?
When not in school?
I inhale books
and
I hit the gym everyday for at most an hour
I don’t do this
Clubs?
Leadership Symposium, Eggster.Org, Freshman Sophomore Business Club, Circle K (Kiwanis), Koinonia
Shortcomings?
Trivial: I spend more on my friends and family than I do on myself. Not necessary a bad thing, but sometimes I need to learn that my paycheck should go towards something that I wanted.
Serious: I often take on more than I can handle; fleeting interest in mundane things, impatience (HUGE problem).
And oh, I loathe quitting. And yes, that is a problem.
And many many more that I am not aware of. It is out there, people just need to tell me that.
I’ll bribe you...or bake you cookies!
Pieces of me
Made in China, Property of Singapore, Inherently curious, Babbles 2.5 languages (Spanish…it’s embarrassing), Art History Buff, Techie Nerd,
Two Instruments, Food Network, Yo Yo Ma Fanatic,
Klimt devotee, Dad’s family = Engineering, Mom’s = lawyers and politicians
Don’t you just love family gatherings?
Future Ambitions?
I am not in debt, so I don’t feel obliged to haunt down Bain or Google's
recruiters.
Makes me open to more ideas….was thinking of Private Equity and Venture Capital because it is people oriented and you build relationships with successful people.
But web 2.0 and startups draws me in like a kid to candy.
I also like accounting and finance because they are the backbone to business.
And Sales because it is one of the hardest fields and I have so much respect for them (not the dishonest ones).
Marketing lets me into the minds of people.
And Consulting lets you in on the inner-working of every field.
You see where I am going with this?
I don’t know
what i am going to do for life.
All I know is that I will try everything because 20 years from now I will regret the things I've never done more than the things I have.
And for good reasons too, there are some really sick people out there.
It works on children because they are relatively innocent and inherently trusting.
But assuming that if you are reading this, you are already college-matured…or at least aspire to be.
So is that maxim still beneficial?
The majority of people (especially those who live in sprawling metropolis) still has this belief ingrained within. Walk down any street and you’ll discover people
with glasses so big they look like bugs
or
Proud ipod groupies
or
Mr. I can text so fast you won't even know what hit you.
Are you one of them?
And you wonder why you are lonely
You've seen them. They'll fiddle with their Treos every two minutes while rocking their Ipods with eyes downcast; creating this invisible shield around them. They panic when you so much as to smile at them, hoping you'll just pass them by because...
Oh, momma told them not to talk to strangers.
The average Joe live in solitude. Don't believe me? Go on craigslist personals section and search up the word
"lonely".
The average American wake up, eat, work, sleep. Repeat. Maybe the occasional restaurant scene on the weekend. They cling to their families and cliques like drowned rats to a wooden plank and refuses to venture out. And yet at the same time they long for that spark of spontaneity, that rare encounter.
Everyone from the busy Strada bar girl to the hot shot investment banker to the content janitor are really living in this endless cycle.
Are you sick of it? Living in the same predictable, routine life. Talking to the same people, doing the same thing everyday, having the same old banter. That is why divorce rates in America is so high, people want a spark of life, something unpredictable.
So talk to people.
(but use your brain, if you are walking on Telegraph Ave 3am in the morning and a gang hoods is coming your way.... RUN)
Talk to people?
Why should I? They'll think I am off my rocker! No one talks to strangers!
Precisely, no one talks to strangers, but everyone wants a little bit of human touch. Why do you think people spends hundreds in massage parlors when pilates does the same thing? Its a little bit of human touch.
But most people want to be left alone!
Do you want to be left alone? If you are happy with your current crop of friends then by all means do so. If you are content, you are one of the lucky few.
But I know that many of you out there are just dying for a little human touch, but the idea that you have to approach a complete stranger decked out in
This
absolutely terrifies you.
So how do you start? There is no one around!
Really?
Where do you go get your morning dose of caffeine? The paper boy? The grocery clerk? The awkward intern at your office? (Hire me! Raises hand) The person suffering next to you in a crowded Bart station? The neighbor that you have never talked to?
Now when you start, thread lightly. Remember that while you've overcome your barriers, the other person still has hers up in full force. Start out with something light:
"It is sweltering in here!" "How long have you been waiting for the Bart?" "What do you recommend? Americano or Lemonade?" "You come here often?" "Cal is so going to cream Tennessee" "Orange, what an unfortunate color"
And see that person's face light up because for the love of everything holy you are the first person to acknowledge their existence today.
Even if he/she doesn't speak to you for the rest of your stay, that smile is worth it.
Well, for me at least, it is.
*I try to live my own advice, thus you'll probably find me either 1) studying or at gym 2) at school clubs or 3) chatting with random people. This blog is for my own reflections and realizations. Although I can give your average geek a run for his money in terms of computer knowledge, I love people more. *Stay tuned, I'll still update regularly! But please understand that this blog is not my life, but a mere vestige of it. Comments make my day :)
I am a student. In Berkeley.
Recently caught a golf bug, so when I am not golfing, I study in this pressure cooker of a college and change my major more times than I can count (for good reasons, I promise).
I blog about college life (don't stalk your kids on myspace) and I write lots of things, some "meh", some "okay", some spectacular, and some so hideously awful that I shudder as I re-read... but I don't throw them away, never throw away something you wrote, because it's a part of you. Sorry...chronic rambling.
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